Monday, May 23, 2005

I'm Fading

Please, take a look at this
the snow has covered all the world
and left nothing
Its cold and its dark
and its not where I want to be

There is nothing as far as the eye can see
and Im fading,
Im fading away
just a little more,
and Im affraid
I may never be
what you want me to be.

I want to be happy, and not like me
not my fading footsteps
as the wind blows on me
and takes away all that could be
and in this, this everything...

There is nothing as far as the eye can see
and Im fading,
Im fading away
just a little more,
and Im affraid
I may never be
what you want me to be.

try to weather the storm but its useless,
there is nothing to hold on
Please, get me away from me
do something for me
Im affraid I can't help even me

There is nothing as far as the eye can see
and Im fading,
Im fading away
just a little more,
and Im affraid
I may never be
what you want me to be.

Out HeRe in the SUN

n n and on, I've decided not to stare
when, the bigger we get
It begins to stIng
the sooner we realize
the sooner it gets back
to wheRe, it belxngs

It hurts the eye
but we do
what
we do
to make it real

THERE IS NO
LONeLINESS!
Out heRe inside the sun

Nothing hurts, it only sets you on fire
So light up,
and fuck as you burn!

Its everything inside of here
To think, it used to be about someone

Saturday, May 21, 2005

Only

I'm becoming less defined, as days go by
Fading away, well you might say
I'm losing my focus
Kinda drifting into the abstract in terms of how I see myself
Sometimes, I think I can see right through myself
Sometimes, I think I can see right through myself
Sometimes, I can see right through myself
Less concerned, about fitting into the world
Your world that is, cause it doesn't really matter anymore
(no, it doesn't really matter anymore)
No, it doesn't really matter anymore
None of this sh... really matters anymore
Yes I am alone but then again I always was
As far back as I can tell, I think maybe it's because
because you were never really real to begin with
I just made you up, to hurt myself
I just made you up to hurt myself
Yeah, and I just made you up to hurt myself
I just made you up to hurt myself
Yeah, and I just made you up to hurt myself
And it worked
Yes it did!
There is no you, there is only me
There is no you, there is only me
There is no fucking you, there is only me
There is no fucking you, there is only me
Only
Only
Only
Only
Well the tiniest little dot caught my eye and it turned out to be a scab
And I had this funny feeling, like I just knew it's something bad
I just couldn't leave it alone
I cut off that scab
It was a doorway trying to seal itself shut
But I climbed through
Now I'm somewhere I am not supposed to be
And I can see things I know I really shouldn't see
And now I know why now, now I know why
Things aren't as pretty, on the inside
There is no you, there is only me
There is no you, there is only me
There is no fucking you, there is only me
There is no fucking you, there is only me
Only
Only
Only
Only
Only
Only
Only
Only

By NIN